changes...changes...changes...

It's been two weeks since I'm sharing carbon diokside with Jakarta's and Bekasi's citizens again. I'm still adapting the new me with the old old home. But even it's old everything seems new again to me, except for the thin oxygen which is forced to collide with pollutions, and the sky that never looks clear and so blue; things that u wont ever meet at village.I know I've changed cause everyone must change by time, and with that I also know that everything at the old old home have changed as well.

Starting from my house. The last time I came home I still found my dad working from Sunday to Friday, a condition that I've accepted since I was born; my big sister wont get bothered to stay at home as long as everyone like and didn't get bother to take care about her new house, she also still not able to drive even for a little car so she will depend on me as long as I'm home; and mom, while my dad is at work she would let her self busy going out for shopping or french coursing or managing her lil store. But now my dad has retired from his job and except if he has something to do outside or just to take his grand children to spin around, he will definitely be at home. And my big sis can not stay at my parents's for too long coz she has moved in to her own house which she needs to look after, and she and her husband have bought a car too which she drives it anywhere while her husband is out of town, and now I'm the one who have to seat in the back... hehehehe. And mom, since my dad is always at home she takes care of my dad full time. And my lil sis, she was oredi and still at Bandung before and after I got back from Aceh.

HOw about my friends? I haven't meet any of my friends at jakarta since I'm back until today. Even that I'm still jobless I'm quite busy for hunting jobs hehehe... So I hanged out with my friends today. Some of these girls who used to hang out with me, to shopping with, to sharing bed with (sometimes), to let her self stay at my house or me to stay at hers... now all of these gurls are married. Even if we used to hang out just us with no spouse, today all of them brought their hubby, even some oredi brought offspring, or at least showed up with her big belly. I'm definitely OK with that, not that I get bother or what... really!

And almost all of these girls, I know with whom they used to date with. I know their spouse. But somehow I made a stupid mistake today...

So there's this deary, let just call her Annie, I know that Annie used to date Tom, it's been years. The last time we met, Annie Tom and I, was 6 months ago and they said they were preparing their marriage perhaps when Annie has return from her job contract at Sulawesi which was about to start or maybe even in the middle of it. And the last news I know about her is that she finally got married last week, I tried to come but since the reception is too far and it was at night and I didn't have any friend to accompany me so I didn't manage to came. And today when I met her, I wonder why she doesn't show up with her husband, whom I thought is Tom. Then I apology to her for not able to came on her wedding, then she introduced me to a guy who is sitting in front of her. This guy mentioned his name, and I ask "who's this?" but he and Annie just mention his name again. I left them and mingle with other and simply (or stupidly) thought that maybe he's her cousin or what and still wondering why doesn't she bring Tom, her husband.

Then after some hours, as they have another place to catch up, Annie and her companion permit to leave. And I naively (or stupidly!) ask her "where's your husband???" while her companion was just right behind her. Then she said with bug eyed, "this is my husband!" ...

Oh... really. I know everyone must change and so as well everything. But somehow, some changes are so so unpredictable, which mostly surprised me pretty choking. And there always something chocking every time I get home from Aceh hihihihi....

Dear God, I surrender to U for any changes U let happen on me and my surroundings in my future, nevertheless I will try to keep it on the way that is good to U.