welcoming 2010, welcoming junior...

It's been a habit right... to post something telling what I've done on a year back, and resolution for the next to welcoming new year? It's been a habit for the last few years indeed, I've been very lazy to post s'more blog but this good habit shouldn't stop! :D

Okay let me paste what I've typed last year here:

"Next plan : Facing 2009 with blur resolution! Hahaha...

But I still have targets and dreams for next year. Some of them are:
1. I might should make up my mind for when I'm gonna continue my study. Thus I will make target and realize how much important is to do more saving!
2. As the path of entering new life is getting clearer, I think I should think more as a "woman"! (Oh my God!)
3. I know I should emend my faith and worshiping more... I keep losing my time.
4. I hope I can traveling more next year.
5. Do something big for my life hehehehe....
6. Drink more milk and exercise more for the sake of my back hahahahha...!!!"


And the conclusion is:
Not done for number 1! And for the consequence is that I've lost most of my savings this year hehehe... You know, wedding was kinda costly and also filling a new home (even though what I've spent is so meaningless compares to what my dad and my man have) but it was all very worth it, no doubt! And I still cant decide when I'm gonna continue my study though, the more you postpone the lazier you get! Well, there will be time hehe..

I'm still working on number two, hey I'm gonna be mom in just three more months with God's will, nothing is more "woman" then being pregnant and having a baby! I'm excited and so does Mr.B.... the whole family is excited!

Still working on number three as well. This is a never stop major. Faith is something I keep loose and reach and re loose and re reach again and again. And I keep loosing my time... *sigh*

Number four was considered succeed! One of the wonderful things of marrying Mr.B is that he's also a travel junky. So we travel when we have chance. And since I'm pregnant for the most months of this year, we didn't travel to far places. But anywhere is always fun!

And I surely did something big for my life this year: married! It's the greatest thing I've done in my life and soon will be competed when the delivery day comes. :))))

I drank milk more... of course coz I'm pregnant! hahahaha... And exercising... is still a fancy dream! hahaha!


So I'm pretty satisfied of my self this year. Not much of a failure, don't you think? Now, resolution for twenty ten....... well I don't think I'm gonna make some points like I did last year, coz there is already a great major waiting a head: being mom for my own junior!

Just thinking about it always makes me smile. I'm still Diana Saib 27 years old now, but who can tell few years ago that I'm gonna get married and soon got pregnant in 2009? I'm still the same person and here I am with my big tummy posting blog imagining taking care my own baby-the only human in the world who will carried half of my DNA, half of my blood, come out of my own belly (of course with God's will) hahahaha.... I almost shed tear now! =P

I'm still the same person, but soon will be someone new: a mother, a parent, a teacher, a leader, a shelter, a closest companion of my own junior. I remember few years ago I post a blog saying I wanna be someone useful, but by delivering a human to this world I've done my tiny part of being useful. And to teach my son (yea, my junior is a boy, insyaAllah) to be someone, that will be a huge part of it I guess? It will be indeed, and it is far from easy, I know.

There are so many things in mind I want to share to junior: things what my parents have told me, what my teachers and gurus have taught me, what I've seen, what I've heard, what I've felt and tasted... so many many many many!!!! I really hope I can be a very good mother for him later, to make him to be someone much much better then my self, and perhaps (why not) better then Mr.B. Amiiiiiiin....

There will be time when I get to share him some lessons, but for next year what I need to do is to welcoming and taking care of him: a baby of my own! And welcoming a new me as well hehehehe... So my resolution for next year is: to be a good mom for junior, to be someone new!

Welcome twenty ten, you will be a greatest year in my life! :D