I'm trying to make a post from my blackberry, hey I actually able to post a blog through it! At the first time I bought this gadget, I asked the man who sold me this if I can post a blog from it and he said not. Blah! Don't trust any answer until you prove it your self!

So here I am, busy with my  while waiting for my patient who prefer to suddenly disappear while I was working on another patient. Don't worry, I don't get disappointed or what, in fact I really hope that that patient is really gone! Stay at home on Saturday evening with family is waaaay better then open your mouth to a dentist.. Come on! But why am I still here then? Oh I just give a lil shot to wait a while for she/he might come back again. (Although I hope not!)

Seriously, I've lost my passion in practicing. Being a mom to a baby who is really dependent on me, there's no more fun on working especially at the evening when it's time for my son to play then sleep. It's not a good time to work at morning either coz it's time for him to take bath and breakfast. Afternoon is neither cool coz it's his lunch time, and after that nap with mommy! No wait a sec, so the whole day is not a good time for working???! Huh, u see?!

But on the other side, I used to be afraid of being jobless, and I guess no differ to now. I never want to be a housewife whom financially dependent to husband. So I still need to work.

I've been trying to figure out what actually the reason that has make me lose all the passion...

Oh patient has come! Gotta go!