it's now definite!

So yeah I'm definitely pregnant now, no doubt! I went to gynecologist last Thursday and this pic is the souvenir :)

That figure I circled is my baby aged (that day) 6 weeks 4 days (so it's 7 weeks today), sized 0.65 cm. That little creature already has heart that pumping blood constantly for its own sake. According to the book I read (9 Bulan Yang Menakjubkan by Ayahbunda), at this age my junior has start to run it’s own metabolism process just like us and already has tiny hands and feet. It even already has eyes without eyelid so it can not blink yet, and nose, mouth and lips. Superb! But of course what I can see from USG was only that tiny figure above with it’s heart pumping in the middle of it.

I couldn't hold my tear while seeing it, actually I couldn't hold my tear on so many things recently... it's hormone thingy! I shed some tears only by seeing this picture bellow on newspaper (about 2 American journalists who was arrested in North Korea.) Duh! I can even cry alone at office in a sudden just by thinking about my husband, don’t get wrong… he’s definitely fine! Don’t ask why, I’m not even sure what made me cry unless because of hormone. Oh… all mothers and pregnant ladies out there would understand me!

I actually wanted to wait till my husband's return to see gynecologist but I had problems with blood spot, twice actually. I ignored the first cause I think it's normal. I've done some googling and few articles say it's okay to have blood spot on the first trimester... big mistake but luckily nonfatal to me. I decided to see gynecologist after the second one cause I don't wanna take any risk just because I want to see my junior with husband.

When I told my doctor about my blood spot problem and that I ignored the first one because I thought it's nothing, my doctor said it's not nothing and I should be more concern about it. There.... I shed tears again! I cry! I absolutely know that my junior is still fine inside me but my damned hormone wants me to cry. Oh I looked really really ridiculous! My gynecologist just laughed and said that she cry easily too while pregnant. My conclusion is: hormone is very much able to make people look ridiculous!

And in our next conversation I found out some meals I better consume and some I shouldn't which I actually already knew but I need to be more emphasized hehehe... So I should hold my saliva for my truelove mi ayam, and also avoid sate because there's chance that meat around the stick is not cooked enough, and Jakarta's seafood is not good because it's polluted... what else? Canned food is forbidden, no soft drinks or any meals with preservatives, avoid junk food, no instant noodle, reduce coffee, tea and chocolate... Well OK! I want to give birth an Einstein so I'll try what I could hehehehe... ;)



pic of American journalists is from here!