I have been brainwashed
It intrudes my blood, destructs my brain system,
hypnotizes my mind
I feel numb, high and falling apart at the same time
I can’t distinguish what’s real and what’s not
World is fantasy, my life is in dream
I’m dreaming life
I’ve been lost at the beginning and I’m lost on my research
The whole universe is against me
But my nerves are addicted
My consciousness are poisoned
The more I try to forget, the more I get torn apart
I grin when people tell me insane
I laugh when they warn me; "You are a brainless junky!"
I heard, and I always know they are right
But I’m as blind, mute, and deaf as Helen Keller